The goal of nature

First of all I want to understand why thoughts exist? Forget about dropping them. That's another story. All the enlightened being on the earth have worked on just dropping their thoughts and reach to mindless mind state. Thoughts doest exist. There is no doubt about it. Now why to drop it? What's so much bothering there? And if at all it creates certain type of problems to the existence itself, then existence would have not created it. But existence created it - thoughts exist. According to me nothing should exist. If there were no thoughts then there is no question of dropping it. What Buddha says it - thoughts exist but you drop it. I am saying even thoughts should not exist so, there is no question of dropping it. I am repeatedly saying nothing should exist. But it exist somehow. This is what I am not understanding. I don't see any purpose of existence. That existence is serving some purpose, so we exist. Every morning we get up to achieve something, to achieve a goal. But that we have been doing from day 1. If nature had a plan then it would have achieved it by now because the nature has been in existence and working for infinite years. Every goal, every purpose should be achieved in the infinite years. Nature has already worked infinite years towards it's goal and is still working...We still getup every morning - part of work of nature. This is the biggest mystery which perhaps no body knows - Does nature has a plan? If it has a plan then why it is not yet achieved? We must understand the "whole".

They say we don't care whether nature has a plan or not. What we care is about this moment. This moment is fine. There is absolutely no problem in this moment as far as it's existence is concerned. Crossing all the barriers this moment has come so it is existing at this moment. According to me nature should not exist at all. So that it doesn't give you an opportunity to ask "why nature exist?". The intelligence of the whole is much more than that of an individual. If existence was created for a purpose and that purpose doesn't yet seem to be achieved that means we existed only for finite duration of time - infinity doesn't exist. So, infinity just seem to be a meta concept which doesn't exist - hence finite. Because goals of the nature are not yet achieved. It is still working. The consciousness is still evolving... Day-by-day, second-by-second it evolves. So, it appears that nature only exist for finite duration of time completing finite set of goals. And once the goal is achieved - nothing exist. But it opens another question - once the goal was achieved in the past why the hell it created another goal of which we are part of? A cycle of goals?

Osho Rajneesh

I love reading Osho books. He writes perfectly. Speaks what it should be spoken. One of the very primitive thinker. He was a very real person. He can speak what others would never dare to. His books, his talks changed my perception to the life. And I also paid reading his books :-) If you understand his books wrongly, that may cause disaster in life. He was able to understand human behaviors more accurately. According to him life should be like a mirror. Should reflect what is there in-front. And when nothing is present, mirror should be empty. That simply means without pretending. Never pretend. I usually take his point and extend it further if there is any scope to extend. By mirror he is simply saying that be natural. As natural as possible. No judgement. Just an observer. When he says life is flux, what he wants to say is every moment is new. So, there should not be any boredom. If you go to a river today, it doesn't carry the same water it was carrying yesterday although the river is still same. He is very particular about "this moment". He says this present moment is complete and there is nothing beyond this moment. There is not much need of evolution in it. Why would God create something and leave it evolve on its own till eternity. According to christians God created this world in 6 days and on the 7th day
he rested. What the heck he did on the 8th day? What has been he doing from 8th day onwards till today? Allowing the nature to evolve by itslef? This whole universe looks like an error case which is evolving to nullify the root cause of the error. Nothing much is needed in this universe. Everything seem to be complete in itself. Just a careful watch, a careful observation is needed. Just see a little more carefully and you would know that you are complete. You cannot be improved dramatically. You exist that's enough. In that moment you exist. So the whole universe must have supported you to exist. That must be the plan of the whole. The whole doesn't have a very big plan like we have. We have big plans, big dreams which all lies in the horizon of the future. In this momemnt which is existing we have nothing. Everything is in the future. One day I would become billionaite. And that one day never come. "One day we will be successful". Shit on that "one day". What about now? Are we successful now? Just make sure that you "now" is perfect. It will ensure that your future will be perfect. Future doesn't drive the present, present drives the future.