Who am I

Friday night is an idle time to talk about philosophy ;)

This is what Upanishads ask - Who am I? Of course, life is not just about earning, eating, mating, shitting and sleeping. Definitely it has some purpose. Ramanna maharshi whole his life long he pondered over - Who am i? Single question. He just tried to find the answer of this single question. Whole life at Arunachal ranges, that's what he did. Who am I? What you are trying to do is - you are trying to find answer of many questions. You are trying to do more than what you can do. You ask questions, but that leads you no where. One answer arise another question. And it goes on and on. Then it starts forming a chain. A very long chain of questions. In a nebulous manner. Out of no reason, we just can't take human body and start doing nonsense. It definitely has some purpose.

From where we came? We came due to our parent's physical interaction. A physical interaction created a soul? Fleshial movement can create soul? Looks strange. So where were we before our birth? What's our true age? Don't think your age is just how much old your body is. It is actually infinite. When someone ask my age, sometimes I get into trouble. What a stupid question is he asking. He should ask what is the age of your body? Not yours age. Because, I was existent even before my physical birth. So, the question that - what is your age is wrong. If at all someone ask this stupid question - say him Infinite. Lol.

The world you see is expressed. You can feel it by your five senses. We have no idea of anything beyond these five senses. Even mind is part of one sense. The universe you see exist till where our senses goes. After that it's unexpressed. It can't be understood. So there is an interface of between expressed and unexpressed. One side of that interface is expressed - that is your universe you see and feel by your senses. The otherside is totally unexpressed. The expressed side need sun to lighten it. Unexpressed side doesn't need anything. There moonlit night happens without moon. Difficult to imagine, don't try to do that - it will make you mad. That interface is very important. Mind you, in the unexpressed universe there is no concept of time or space. It's fully transcendental. So, that interface somehow converts unexpressed into expressed and expressed into unexpressed. That's how it balance. I can't give you an equation governing this phenomena. But, something like that definitely happens. Even science as of toay is a baby to grasp this concept. But one day science will understand what I am talking. Science will take at least billions of year to reach to the point I am talking. I am talking at interface level. Science is fully expressed. Since has no concept of unexpressed. It's impossible to have expressed without unexpressed. That's one reason science is unable to give a unified general theory which describe the nature. If something works in relativity it fails in quantum and vice versa. Because, science has no concept of unexpressed. Sciency tries to analyze everytihng in a expressed manner. Even it tries to express the unexpresssed. Lol. Unexpressed is at the substratum of the universe. It's due to unexpressed, this expressed universe is balanced. Else, all the atoms will disintegrate to it's source - that is unexpressed. Someone is holding the electrons to nucleus. How does electron know that it has to revolve around nucleus day and night nonstop. I know all those electromechanical force crap operating between them that's causing them to revolve. But the question is why this force is active? Why doesn't this force cease to exist. There is definitely someone who is applying this force. I call it God's will. Due to God's will those electrons are held by nucleus. Forget all those electromechanical crap you studied in your school physics book. Those were just holy crap. Lol.

Unless you know your source. You know nothing. More than 99% of your knowledge are just bookish or gathered from someone or learnt from someone. Develop your own expression. Don't copy. Know your source. Try to find from where this feeling of I-ness is arising? Actually, you don't see your real I-ness. What you see is your own egoistic manifestation on I-ness. Remove these temporary cloud of ego. And let this real I-ness shine. Once again I will clary between Ego and I-ness. Ego is your own manifestation. That's your own calculation. I-ness is universal manifestation. Fundamentally, the very same I-ness is condensed to take the form of Ego. And it sometimes is so strong that it questions on the existence of I-ness (by taking hidden power from I-ness). That's what you have been doing for centuries.