Back to Bangalore

Yesterday's journey was memorable. My brother had booked the flight for me from Kolkata to Bangalore which he said is scheduled at 7:30 pm. Due to hectic schedule at Jamshedpur, I couldn't take the printout of the e-ticket. So, decided to take the printout on the day of the journey itself that is yesterday in Kolkata. I caught steel express and reached Howrah at 11:00am. Then I went to a cyber cafe to take the printout of e-ticket. And lo! the flight was at 7:30 am instead. That time I remembered God for a moment. I think God does play dice. My brother wrongly understood that flight is in evening 7:30 pm. That time I had two luggage in my hand and no tickets at Howrah station. I decided to go to the airport quickly. Fortunately, got an Indigo flight scheduled at 4:50 pm via Hyderabad. I reached Bangalore airport at 8:45pm. Then way back to home by bus. I reached my home earlier than if flight were not missed.

Blogging frequency

I am not a blogger. But, I just write few words. I know my blogging frequency has decreased and it will possibly continue to decrease for a while say 10 days as I am out of station. My intention is not to create a blog on the every aspect of life. Only thing I know is the truth. Except truth, I don't know anything. I wrote few posts on truth. But that was nothing as compared to truth. I can't write truth, I can only write about the truth.

The origin of terrorism

The recent terror attack in Mumbai was heart wrenching. So many people died. It can happen with anyone, anywhere :-(

I was thinking on the origin of terrorism. One of the most important reason I see is the advent of hardcore fundamentalists who lack love. There is no love at all in our society. Because, we are not taught to love. Charity might begins at home but terrorism definitely begins from home. Terrorism is the outcome of wrong education. Wrong education is the outcome of the advent of so many religions. Humanity cannot sustain too many religions. Now, the time has come to converge all these religion into the religion of humanity. I call it - "Convergence of the Religions". Which anyway gonna happen some time later - I'm sure about it. And the basis of that religion should be love. Love is the only way to unite humanity. Except love there is no practical way out. Except otherwise everybody has the level of understandings of what Buddha had, what Jesus had, what Lao-Tso had. Which unfortunately is highly improbable.

The most disgusting situation is when we think something is right which is actually wrong. And when we think something is wrong which is actually right. Some of things we have learn t in the exactly opposite manner. That's why conflict arise. Those terrorist believe on something which we don't believe. If we (we + those terrorist) had same common education of love, such things would had not possible.

Romance of 1500-1800 century

The last post I ended describing 1500 to 1850 as goldan era of art. Because of the raise of Shakespere, Wordsworth, Milton, Michale Angelo, Beethoven, Mozart, Leonardo Da Vinci etc. I am just visualizing the kind of romances happening in those times. How did the Shakespere get the idea of Romeo and Juliet? The story of Romeo and Juliet clearly signifies that society was heart based. Even if it's fiction, it does depict the kind of love spreaded in the society. Otherwise there is no possibility that someone can write a story like Romeo and Juliet. It brings my visualization to the Oxford university. The romances happening in the campus of Oxford university in those times. Remember in those times there were no electricity, no internet, no cars, traints, no planes etc. I wanted to study into Oxford university but couldn't anyway...but gonna spend some time there for sure. England is definitely the pioneer in the university education. There university education started long back. Oxford university was founded in 12th century. That startecdthe educational revolution in England. No wonder England had produced so many philosopher's, scientist. India had been slightly unfortunate those times due to reign fo Mughals. Anyways, I am visualizing the professors of oxford university teaching the story of Romeo and Juliet to the students. And there must be many couples among those student. Because, in those times there were no scientific subjects. There were no Newton's laws in their syllabus. The whole of the education was full of love and art. I am sure those time would had prodced the finest couples. Imagine the couples walking in the morning on grass wet with dew inside the campus of oxford university. Talkings in the garden with red flowers in the autumn. I didnt' see such gardens in India. A walk in the moonlitnight ;-) there can by many such romantic things to do in the campus of oxford university.

Mind and Heart

After a long time got some time to scribble...Lol.

Mind is shhit. Full shhit. Heart is holy. Our education system is mind based. No wonder this perverted the society. Mind can't appreciate anything. Mind doesn't know beauty. Mind can't appreciate flower, the singing birds, the vast non-ending horizons, the beauty of sky. I found sky as the most beautiful creation. Since my early childhood sky attracted me. Sky is the purest element. There is no scope of contamination in sky. Sky existed even before big-bang if any at all it ever happened. The problem with mind is that it has no idea of what is beauty. Only thing the mind knows is logic. And at times, mind can be deceptive. Extremely deceptive. That is, it can act like heart. Mind can assert statement which appears to be coming from the heart. This is the most dangerous part of mind. Mind fools mind. There is not scope of stability in mind. Any relationship which is based on mind won't run longer. It won't be durable. For example the relationship between son and mother is not mind based. It's heart based. That's why it runs without any problems.

There were times when I used to be hardcore logical analyzing things. And I found that logic do work but after certain levels of logic it makes no sense. Because, it starts approaching to the root level of existence. So, it simply starts disappearing. I always work on the root level. From where everything is arising. Working on the derived problems will fetch temporal solutions. The reason behind this is - we had been always taught to work on the derived problems only. The derived problems are the class of those problems whose origin is somewhere else and mostly hidden from us. And at slightly unfortunate note, in most of the cases we don't care to know the root of the problem. Because, we were taught like that. Because, the teacher who taught us they themselves didn't know the root problem. Because, they were also taught like that. They knew, but only the derived problem. And we are carrying their knowledge since generations by generations and 5000 years past without any ray of hope of creating a cheerful humanity. By using mind we can never create a cheerful and contented humanity. No way. No matter how great intellectual person he or she is. Heart is the only and only and only and only way out to create cheerful and contented humanity. There is no other way out. I explored this. Didn't we try so many things and it didn't work.

Heart knows beauty, love. The appreciation. Heart can appreciate something. It can feel. Look at the heart of Shakespeare, Wordsworth, John Milton, Michael Angelo, Mozart, Beethoven, Leonardo DA Vinci. All these artist were in between 1500 to 1800. I consider this era as the golden era of art. Year 1850 onwards scientific era started. So many great scientists appeared after 1850. But very like Mozart. Because, society became mind based. Society after 1850 is mind based. Society before 1850 we primarily heart based for the reason so many great artist appeared.

सत्य आनंद और प्रेम

हम सभी आनंद प्राप्त करना चाहते हैं। आनंद प्राप्त करने का मार्ग कुछ भी हो। हमारा उद्देश्य आनंद प्राप्त करना है। प्रेम के सहारे से हम आनंद प्राप्त करते हैं। विवाह का ईजाद भी आनंद प्राप्त करने के लिए किया गया था। अगर विवाह मे आनंद न हो तो कोई विवाह नही करेगा। वस्तुतः आनंद एक मे है। अद्वैत मे ही आनंद हो सकता है। द्वैत ने तो हमेशा से हमें उलझनों मे डाला है। द्वैत मे आनंद की कोई भी सम्भावना नही है। एक होना हमारी गहनतम आकांक्षा है। हम एक होना चाहते है। क्योंकि आनंद एक मे ही है। हम ख़ुद से एक नही हो पाते तो दूसरे से मिलके एक होना चाहते हैं। प्रेम मे वोही होता है। प्रेमी और प्रेमिका एक होने की कोशिश करते हैं। प्रेम अद्वैत की तरफ की यात्रा है। प्रेम की काफ़ी गहराई मे अद्वैत ही बचाता है। यही है प्रेम का वास्तविक सिद्धांत। तो विवाह जो प्रेम का की एक अंग है, उसमे पति पत्नी को अद्वैत की तरफ़ अग्रसर होने की प्रेरणा देती है। हम ख़ुद से एक नही हो पाते, तो प्रेम के माध्यम से एक होना चाहते हैं। जो लोग ख़ुद से एक हो जायें उन्हें फिर विवाह की जरुरत नही है। जैसे की विवेकानंद। उन्होंने विवाह नही किया क्योंकि वो अद्वैत की स्थिति मे थे ही।

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